>>>kAlEiDoScOpE oF cOlOrS sHiNiNg DoWn On mE!!!<<<

I was talking with a new friend of mine, and he was telling me about his best friend. I said, thank God you have friends. He was like Wha-? wha u mean??? N that brings to mind how we dont know how blessed we are. Even with the little things, like really, some people dont have friends... even worse those that dont know that they really dont have friends!!!

Friendship, i think, is one of the most beautiful things in the world; one of the things that make the world go round... i luvv my friends sooo much! Thinking about them now, I am sooo grateful that they have been there, especially times when I almost drown myself in the storms that go on inside... I luvv them all, for seeing the bright side of moi, even before I got to see it; for bothering to scratch the surface to find the gold; for letting me be their sunshine when they need it; for company; for laughs, smiles, craziness, n even fights.

Its not just friends I am grateful for: family, food, music, stuffed animals... even annoying Lecturers, and even times when it rains when I want the sun to shine. No, really: whenever my mom is making too much of a fuss, I allow her cuz: many people dont have mothers, and many moms dont pay enough attention to their children at all. So, yh, i m sooo lucky! When it rains when I want it to shine...when I finish vexxin, I would try to remember to be grateful...yh, grateful cos some people cant feel it raining, dem skin numb...n my parolez r being restricted by nature's whim....but der r soo many others who dont even have that privileged... they locked up sumwher...

My life's not perfect, but heyy, nothing is... so I'll b grateful for what I DO got, instead of thinking about what I aint got... you too, Kaine, xo.

Yo Stew Aint Got Swagger Like Mynn.!!!

Guess what I had for lunch, Kaine!!!

Rice and Stew... :) Ehn-ehn...dont hiss just yet!
It was some hot, spicy, 'sexy' (as my friend, Barbie would say) stew... like totally out of this world!!! Lol... i m serious. I made it last night before I went to bed...with a whole lot of TLC.

I really want to get the hang of this cooking thing...you know, m tryn to be a lady...
but do I really have to??? Be a lady, I mean... yeh, sometimes m down wit d ol minidress, but serzly, I luvv bein in a tee, baggies, n a hoodie. I dont like to wear earrings, n I'd rather have my hair au naturel anyday... m even thinking of stopping relaxing my hair altogether...

Anyways... m a bit busy now... lol, yh rite... ok, wld gist u...when something happens. Promise.

My Greatest Dilemma :(

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore—
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over—
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?


-HARLEM
Langston Hughes.

HEEEY...Finally! My First Blog!

Hmm...
today, or rather, five minutes to tomorrow, i type my first blog! :)

Wish i had something light n fun to blog, but right now, m suspended in some state of inertia..

If the flowers were always true...if i could pull out the petals and know for sure if he loves me, or if he does not... why do I feel like this is all a parade? Like there's not really much to us, as much as there should be? Why do I feel like he's more interested in the things that shouldnt matter? He's a sweet bear, but is that enough??? Am I overreacting, or overthinking things through??

Okay...light and fun...how could i forget?
Biba, Feng Shui and me had some fun "se-ing were"... lol, forgive my Spanglish...
Dolores did my eyebrows...she started and Feng Shui finished em up... idk, but really, I didn't mind my eyebrows in the slightest bit! I dont either now, coz they still full, but heyy, maybe i should be more of a lady...will try.